omg i'm torn my current family doctor is awful with mental health issues to the point where i only go to her about physical ailments (and sometimes not even then tough it out at home you know ha ha ha) when i was 15 my mom tricked me into talking to her about my ~problems~ (like she told me i was going for an annual checkup but then the doctor started asking me personal questions!!!) and then at the end she was like ''you are really different'' no she didn't say that she said ''kakaiba ka talaga'' in tagalog which technically can be translated to ''you are different'' but the meaning is probably closer to ''you are such a strange case'' ha ha ha my family doctor told me this but w/e over it (not really this is why i never go to the doctor but ANYWAY) i'm looking to possibly get diagnosed for... some things (that shall remain confidential because i am so not in spill mode today) mostly for my own peace of mind and so i can maybe get access to like better counselling services and techniques w/e w/e idk! and idk if i should go to the awful doctor about it because she already doesn't think too highly of me but that means she's probably more likely to diagnose me or refer me to someone!!! ^_^ on the other hand just thinking about going to her about this makes me anxious i don't want u 2 no anything abt me!!!! go away i dont trust u!!!! but if i find a new doctor it'll probs be a l o t harder ''hey i just met you and this is crazy so here are my symptoms diagnose me maybe???'' idk if i'm actually looking for advice or just stories from others or NOTHING because this post will probably be made private anyway ha ha stop tlakgn
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July 20, 2012 at 9:30PM